exams are over

Exams are finally over. i think i'm screwed. Every paper seemed hard and it looks like i'm on track to a perfect fail rate which would not be good. Things dont seem to be going right. My parents are being rather f**ked and i seem to be extremely tired. I think it would because of the constant outings during the hols. At this point in time i feel like killing a hell lot ppl. Either ways i'm too tired to cont. LEX i'm sorry it wasnt my fault i swear.

photos

today sucked. i'm so upset and demoralised. no mood to really blig. but here are the photos from the class bbq.

Question?

money money money-i need money. Sigh i've burned 335.90 so far this holidays. Where does the money go, that i have no idea really but i think overall i'm sorta having fun. I noe i went to watch the CO perform sometime back but i forgot when- wait i'll ask sherm- okay it was on saturday. it was really good accept i felt they didnt do justice to colours of the wind and for an encore they played the profittable plots song and now i cant get it out of my head. argh. Today i went to meet kd at national library to do pw. Half our books are in the restricted section. i guess we have to go back again another day early in the morning to properly go through them. after that we met jie hui, shuan and bryan to watch oceans 13 which was a really good movie as in it was really good. some really stupid things happened while walking to ps. Jie hui suddenly stopped in the middle of a crossing and went "Question is that a car- should we cross?"I was like NO SHIT do u want to get knocked down and secondly no one goes question before asking a question but then again i'm guilty of doing stupid things many times aswell. I know i did alot of other stuff so far during this hols like i rmbr a sakae sushi thing and i noe we went to cheryls house a couple of times and watched some scary movie and went for some bbq and loitered around clementi after hockey and i noe i did a hell lot of other stuff but really cant rmbr.
Shermaine says i'm more emotional then her in the sense i'll cry more easier then her at a sad movie but i feel she is more likely to that then i would.Okay so i think puppies and kittens are cute but that doesnt make me more likely to cry at a movie right. well anyways 3 sentosa outings to look forward too- i think i'll only go for one and forget the other 2- i so need to study. sigh.. tra la la.. yay finally bought my glove.

today-fun- blur- tired

today was fun.. i did 2 chapters of chem. kd shermy jie hui shuan and bryan came to my house also.. it was fun. pardon my limited vocab. right now my brain isnt functioning at even one tenth its normal operating capacity. sigh i cant rmbr what we did at my house. oh yeah now i rmbr. we like walked all around the city. went to swensens, then came to my house. Then we played bridge( yes i know how to play now) and studied(it was successful) and then watched spongebob squarepants and played more bridge. now i need to sleep cause tmr must go play hockey at dawn. yeah okay.

song of the phoenix

sigh i was feeling miserable yesterday cause of the flu and the thought of living all alone in singapore as my parents move to the UAE. Well i was quite disheartening to hear that my cuz would be left with me after all he is a liability. Then there was this stupid but foolish fear that some how i wouldnt make the starting 11 next year. I've like always been good in whatever i've done be it debates or whatever. Even in club tennis we went far in doubles. Its like i dont noe if suddenly i cant be the best anymore. Well i've forgotten it and put it out of my mind. My cuz screwed up bad and i'm guessing thats the end of his stint with me. Today i feel like the song of the Phoenix is playing within me. the song of the Phoenix is that beautiful tone that plays when all hope seems lost.. the tune that gives strength for one more battle. Its like its pushing me on. Giving me assurance that nothing will go wrong. Something has reached into the depths of me to help me to keep on going. I feel unusually happy today or it could just be the brandy mixed with the honey for my cough but i'll go with the song of the Phoenix.

acjc it is

The journey is complete. I will remain at acjc. My dad suprisingly isnt pissed at me considering i changed my mind at ACS(I). He, (i think), believes i made the right decision. Either way i'm really happy. Although i think that i would have never stayed if not for certain people. i really need to thank cheryl, jie hui. shaun,kang de, shermaine, adarsh,marc(for swearing at me) for helping choose the right school. too tired to blog abt anything else.

my heart,my hopes,my aims are ACJC