today

Today was okay. I was mega high in school and now i'm like duhhhhhhh!!!!!!!... i feel like shit right now. I havent a clue why. Today i decided to compare various schools and see which of the schools has the best looking girls and i came to the conclusion that CJC has the best looking girls followed by SAINTS then VJC but ACJC has the nicest girls and VJC has the bitchest girls. NOTE: this wasnt an accurate study. So much for studies huh. I also got 7 marks minused off my math test due to UTTER carelessness. I so need to fix this problem. I'm throwing away grades from As to Ds. For GP i had 2 marks deducted for late work but i still topped the class. i guess that is the only subject i can content being top in. But to be honest my grade for that subject in SA1 SC1 and classes with english speaking people is just average or above average.

From Econs onwards my mood took a downward spiral. I became from extremely high to extremely low. I went for the Inter-faculty current affairs thing. The only ppl i knew from Science there was john and nick. The whole of SB stream had only 9 participants and the whole of sciences had only 20 participants compared to 41 for the arts and there are like only 15 arts classes to 30 science classes. Thats what i consider imbalanced but i should advance to the next round. I need to have fun. Go out enjoy the breeze and be with the people i enjoy being with. I hope i can do that on labour day. unless everyone has to bloody study. i need to start putting in effort. all my friends are owning me in tests. God give me strength to study.

Borrowed this from Shermaine's Blog. This so describes what i feel like right now- sigh-

I'm tired of trying, making an effort, not getting a response, I give up, I'm utterly exhausted.

I need my friends i'm fading into the shadows walking like a stranger.