sick

Okay.. i so need to sleep right now. I got a splitting headache and a terrible cough.. Bad enough being injured now i'm sick. I'm so screwed i havent finished my chem graded assignment. Any sensible mind would have done it during the free time during the weekend. But dear naveen was busy playing daddy's son. Meeting doctors MBBS and PHDs alike. I hope all these meetings will help me in the future cause i dont want to be in a situation where someone introduces himself as Dr. blah blah and i'll go so whats the big deal. All these meetings should help when i grow up. Maybe as clients. Heck anyone could use some well-off clients but first i need to finish my damn work to get the grades to get the job so i can get these people as my clients. A double edged sword i guess. I'll have to do it during free time tmr. sigh. okay getting dizzy need to sleep.

sleep

Planned on blogging last nite but eventually fell asleep. Had to go for some effective communication workshop for class reps today in school but overslept and woke up at 12. It was a good sleep. I sprained my wrist yesterday. It adds to my long list of injuries. I didnt make it into the team for the inter-faculty current affairs competition. The 4 ppl who did make the team for science conincidentally all went for the thursday selection test which was apparently easier. Eileen made it into the team for arts but then again i cant complain. I guess i'm just not good enough. yeah its finally the weekend. I doubt i can finish my mountainous pile of homework cause i have to meet kd and cheryl to finish GPP and then watch phantom of the opera later on tonight. well i'll try and finish it all tmr. There is always an all-nighter after all tues is a holiday. I think i'm a softie. I'll blog abt that later when i have more time.

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Yesterday i ran in the 1.5km race. I came in last.. But that was the least of my concerns. I wasnt supposed to be running in the first place but i still ran. I finished 1 min off my PB and i completely destroyed my leg. I had a bone scan this morning my anterior cruciate ligament received significant damage from taking stress off my shin. My right shin also took damage from taking stress of my left shin. So that makes both my legs useless. My no running ban still stands at 6 weeks. The only piece of good news i had was that i can resume light physical training next week. i spent the whole day sleeping today. Chelsea won last night. I was really upset that they didnt kill they game. The really dominated but they should have gone for monster kill and ended it once and for all. Back to school tmr. Sigh. just a day off the weekend yea.. tra la la.

Our greatest glory consist not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
-Oliver Goldsmith

today

Today was okay. I was mega high in school and now i'm like duhhhhhhh!!!!!!!... i feel like shit right now. I havent a clue why. Today i decided to compare various schools and see which of the schools has the best looking girls and i came to the conclusion that CJC has the best looking girls followed by SAINTS then VJC but ACJC has the nicest girls and VJC has the bitchest girls. NOTE: this wasnt an accurate study. So much for studies huh. I also got 7 marks minused off my math test due to UTTER carelessness. I so need to fix this problem. I'm throwing away grades from As to Ds. For GP i had 2 marks deducted for late work but i still topped the class. i guess that is the only subject i can content being top in. But to be honest my grade for that subject in SA1 SC1 and classes with english speaking people is just average or above average.

From Econs onwards my mood took a downward spiral. I became from extremely high to extremely low. I went for the Inter-faculty current affairs thing. The only ppl i knew from Science there was john and nick. The whole of SB stream had only 9 participants and the whole of sciences had only 20 participants compared to 41 for the arts and there are like only 15 arts classes to 30 science classes. Thats what i consider imbalanced but i should advance to the next round. I need to have fun. Go out enjoy the breeze and be with the people i enjoy being with. I hope i can do that on labour day. unless everyone has to bloody study. i need to start putting in effort. all my friends are owning me in tests. God give me strength to study.

Borrowed this from Shermaine's Blog. This so describes what i feel like right now- sigh-

I'm tired of trying, making an effort, not getting a response, I give up, I'm utterly exhausted.

I need my friends i'm fading into the shadows walking like a stranger.

hi-lights of the past week

So sorry for not blogging in a long time.. i've been extremely busy.. anyways here are the hi-lights of the past week.

Monday-Ran 3000m steeple chase... i ran injured causing myself to worsen my injury but i came in third with a time of 12.30 one minute and 30 seconds off my normal time.. put too much pressure on my leg causing injury to worsen.

tuesday- dunno cant remember- all i can remember is my leg killing me

Wednesday- Inter school cross country- guys 5th girls 2nd.. couldnt walk by now

thrusday- went doctor- fractured shin due to inflammed muscle pushing againist bone

Firday- Went SGH for physio- cant run for 6 weeks
then went to pay andrea money and then went out with adarsh and bryan... ate at Crystal jade then went ps to play arcade then went queensway to buy shoes... after all that i went for kids-read.. it was mega fun.. Barker lost the finals...

Saturday-Had the cross thing- played touch rugby with eileen zoe natasha ryan ee cheong shawn lee and some acs(i) guys for 2 hours.. killed my legs even further. Then went for dinner at shangri-la.. same old food.. was smsing eileen throughout the entire dinner... hearing my mum convince me that physics is good through out the entire dinner was boring.

sunday-finally exchanged songs with eileen- had night terrors for 5 days in a row- chelsea drew- new week more hell-

Today- got selected for inter- faculty current affairs quiz- arts is so going to pawn.. i'm going to get embarrassed tmr.. tra la la la...

Insane

Today was sick.. First had PE right in the morning and we had to do 2.4 run. Did it in 9.51 min. Thats like about 50s off my average time. Then i had to rush Physics and then had math test and then had GP test. Both are passable. Then just as i was preparing to go for cross Eileen calls me and asks me if her event was on today. So i went to the board and to my horror i had an event also. So anyway i decided to run and by some mega tyco or maybe it was by gods will i came in third. It was also much to the expense of my shins. i could have challenged for the top 2 but the pain was insane. Anyway then came home and now going to sleep for another day of hell tmr. Sigh.

time

Finally found time to actually blog. School has been eating me up. This week till today has been quite stressfull. I have piles of homework building and the to-do list seems to be ever growing. I saw Shermaine for the first time this entire week. Well it seems to be the same with all my friends. I dont even see them anymore. I'm settling nicely in my new class. They are a really good bunch but sometimes they just tend to deviate to chinese which i've kinda gotten used too. Today my class got extremely high about some empty cans. I dont noe why cause they were speaking chinese and Sherm also wondered what they were getting high about but then again its like all in a days work. So yeah.

I dont know whether i should quit hockey and join cross forever. The people in cross seem so much nicer than the people in hockey. Sherm said i should stay in hockey but then eileen says join cross. Ryan says to join cross but then again Shaun wants me to stay in Hockey. So i'm in a bit of a dillema. Havent a clue what to do. I think i'm gonna weigh out the pros and cons of both ccas and then make my decision. I also got back my physics test. i got 5 out of 26. Brilliantly done huh. Well considering i didnt even noe there was a test on that day and also considering that i did better than some of my friends who actually did study for the test so i guess i cant complain. I did my chem test. It was okay. I should pass but i'm really pissed with myself cause i knew how to do the last question but didnt have time. Threw 5 marks away. Sigh.

I also learnt today that i'm prone to zoning out when i'm extremly tired. That can be potentially dangerous in the future or when playing a match or running. YEAH chelsea is the first ever english team to win at the mestalla.

My class rep badge(it looks like crap)

My physics test

tired

This is the latest i've ever been up on a school night. sigh. i'm getting increasingly stressed. I finished econs and now am doing chem. This is so unlike me. The old naveen would have probably gone to sleep. Well its not like studying at this hour is doing me any good aswell. I can barely keep my eyes open. So much for absorbing anything. My insane shopping spree in Malaysia has left me severely short on money and i cant keep my mind off other stuff aswell. I'm so screwed. Chelsea is playing later tonight. I wonder if i can keep awake to watch them play. They should win. Which ever way it goes i'm just happy manu lost and that there was a mclaren 1st and 2nd at sepang. It was probably the best race i watched in sepang after 4 yrs of going there to watch either ferrari or renault win. Either way i'll try and go back to chem. Chris and amanda i'm really sorry u guys have no doubles partner anymore. I cant take the insane training of tennis, cross country, hockey and DEP ( debate elective not the drama one) at the same time. So DEP has ended and i had to stop tennis to have time for at least hockey and cross country. i'm really sorry.. i just couldnt take it. Shes almost always on my mind.

dead

okay mega tired now. i have a splitting headache and i havent finished my econs. sigh. i have stuff to blog about but i am extremely dizzy at the moment. there is no way in hell i can keep awake or blog. i think i'll blog tmr... if i can that is.