I dont really have anything to say. I have given up hope of getting back to ACJC. It really hurts but i think i can cope. I wonder why but i dont blame God. He has his plan and to be honest i think i have become a better person in the process. It took some battering but i have become a better person. I will miss AC. I really will miss Eileen and Shermaine. They were there helping me at every fall, Shermaine for always saying the right thing at the right time to prevent me from doing something stupid and eileen for teaching me and making a better person. i will miss them and i want to thank them for being there for me. I thank all those people who were there for me, who prayed for me. I'm apologise to you but i cant take it anymore. i give up.

I have let too many people down. It is time i pay my dues. God give me strength.